March 10, 2008
A year ago today I jumped on a plane and moved to Rhode Island. A year ago today, I left my heart in Los Angeles. A year ago today I lost the one who I loved the most.
Was this a good move? I do not know. I still have my doubts. Professionally it has been okay. Personally it has been a disaster. All say is for the best, but truly the best hasn’t happened yet. I am hoping next year is better. I hope next year is a bit fuller of hope, and a bit fuller of joy.
March 11, 2008 at
But Perli- Next year is 10 months away! How can you possibly know this is how you’ll be feeling for that whole time?
To this I quote Rent, one of my fave musicals. Because Broadway always has the answer:
There is no future
There is no past
Thank God this moment’s not the last
There’s only us
There’s only this
Forget regret or life is yours to miss
No other road no other way
No day but today
I can’t control
My destiny
I trust my soul
My only goal is just to be….
See you in April! When you come we have to make sure you have lots of good days to offset the underwhelming ones. Love you! –Moni
March 31, 2008 at
hey just read this….
just know that your loved and cherished and missed
But your wrong about not having grown personally….i remember the perli of old
miss that little princess….but i can tell you have grown personally and are more in tune with how things are in the world…more stronger…more open…so if i were you i wouldnt think of it as a disaster , just a rough learning patch 
so keep being this awesome, beautiful, sexy, smart person that you are and things will always be fine
still i hope you hold on to that almost childlike innocence you have … it makes me adore you
April 1, 2008 at
oh ruby…you are great…